Wednesday, November 02, 2005

I've learned that you can't have everything and do everything at the same time

Bore, N: A Person who talks when you wish him to listen.
Ambrose Bierce (1842-1914)


For the past few days I have written about my thoughts and feelings. I have many more but am a little wiped out with writing. Sometimes you just have to read and listen to not be boring. So I do not have anything deep our well thought out to say today. If I write too much this time, it will be boring.
I used to try and learn something new every single day. I know I am learning every day but I have not spent the time to really reflect on my lessons as much as I used to when I was younger. I don’t know if it is the location I am in or what. I just am not doing anything new that has broadened my horizons. It is my own fault, but I have been a lazy thinker this past year and I take all the blame.
Yesterday was my friends Tim’s birthday and we spent it as I said at Chevy’s. We both ended up at the final table but finished in 8th and 9th place. It was a decent day of playing. Once again people calling b.s. hands with nothing and getting lucky. It steals the joy of real good thought out poker. I guess once something is commercialized it kinda throws it out the window. We had a decent time. Not anything worth talking about for a man’s birthday. What happened to the days were your parents would call all your school friends and surprise you with a big celebration? Don’t take this wrong, but I wish I could be 4 again. All I would have to worry about is colors and candy. No girlfriend issues, no responsibilities, no obligation other than eating your vegetables. Just good lazy living. AHHHH, snap out of it. I don’t want to be lazy. I have too much to do today.

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